Monday, March 22, 2010

giving up. on...

it’s really nice i don’t have to worry about this being found out, for the most part, by people who actually know me. so. been over a month since my last post and since i’ve been here. i honestly don’t know how i’ve tolerated the constant, daily, inescapable korean exposure i don’t like when i’m where i’m from. i know whats i mean. it’s just so bothersome and it fucking gets to me..maybe because i’m not used to it or maybe even because i’ve had some traumatizing experiences i can’t remember, but are thoroughly ingrained in my brain. been yearning for what i’m used to—i think a lot of it is food and being able to do what i want when i want (..uh, accessibility of my own transportation and, no, not driving alls the time). also, i didn’t really think it was possible, but i’m fucking sure i’ve gained weight since settling down in my little ville. why.

in other words, i’m a little bit peeved.

and i would totally kill to go to coachella this year. pavement alone gives me solid reason to fly back home.

*sigh*

four more months…

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